When Standing Feels Like Cardio: Why I’m Seeing an Electrophysiologist

The author updates their cardiology team about ongoing heart rate and blood pressure issues despite medication. They have been referred to an electrophysiologist for further investigation into the heart’s electrical activity and potential rhythm issues. This marks a shift from simple monitoring to a deeper understanding of their condition.

Creating in the Cracks: Art, Disability, and Building Something of My Own

Mrs. B, known as Unconventional Momma, shares her creative journey through Wise Hazel Design & Apothecary, an evolution from her original work, Luna Owl. Balancing chronic illness and motherhood, she emphasizes the importance of flexibility in her artistic process. Her offerings include custom tattoos, digital artwork, and meaningful memorial pieces, reflecting personal stories and emotions. Supporting her work means uplifting a disabled creator building a sustainable, meaningful life.

I’ve Got It: When Hyper-Independence Becomes Both Armor and AuDHD Survival

There is a particular kind of exhaustion that comes from being the person who always says, “I’ve got it.” Not because you actually have it. Not because you want to carry everything alone. But because somewhere along the way, doing it yourself became safer than depending on anyone else. Hyper-independence is often discussed as a…

Dear self,

I’m so proud of us. I don’t think I say that enough. I spend so much time thinking about what still hurts, what still needs answers, what my body still can’t do, and what the next appointment, test, medication, or diagnosis might bring that sometimes I forget to turn around and look at the road…

The Porch Light Is Still On: When Loving a Friend Means Stepping Away

There is a quote that has been sitting particularly heavy with me lately: “No one trashes your name better than someone who is afraid you’ll tell people the truth.” Whew. That is a loaded statement. And unfortunately, it’s one I’ve learned the truth of more than once in my life. I’ve never been particularly good…

When a “Negative” Tilt-Table Test Became Anything but Negative

Test Experience Today, I finally had my tilt-table test—and saying it started off rough would be an understatement. Before the test had even begun, the doctor looked at my baseline numbers and announced that I was “so negative for everything.” The nurses actually had to talk him into proceeding with the test that I was…