There is a particular kind of exhaustion that comes from being the person who always says, “I’ve got it.” Not because you actually have it. Not because you want to carry everything alone. But because somewhere along the way, doing it yourself became safer than depending on anyone else. Hyper-independence is often discussed as a…
Tag: Self Care
Dear self,
I’m so proud of us. I don’t think I say that enough. I spend so much time thinking about what still hurts, what still needs answers, what my body still can’t do, and what the next appointment, test, medication, or diagnosis might bring that sometimes I forget to turn around and look at the road…
Four Beats Short: When a “Negative” Tilt-Table Test Was Anything but Normal
An IST, Dysautonomia & Hyperadrenergic Health Update If you’ve been following my health journey, you know I’ve spent a ridiculous amount of time trying to explain one very specific thing: When I stand up, my body changes gears. My heart rate climbs. My blood pressure climbs with it. The longer I’m upright, the more likely…
The Porch Light Is Still On: When Loving a Friend Means Stepping Away
There is a quote that has been sitting particularly heavy with me lately: “No one trashes your name better than someone who is afraid you’ll tell people the truth.” Whew. That is a loaded statement. And unfortunately, it’s one I’ve learned the truth of more than once in my life. I’ve never been particularly good…
Veiling in Magic: Ancient Roots, Sacred Thresholds, and Modern Practice
Recently, I began incorporating veiling into my own spiritual practice. Not as a requirement, not as a rule, and certainly not because someone told me I had to. Instead, it became a quiet ritual. A way of stepping from the noise of everyday life into something a little more sacred. For many people, the word…
The Dopamine Menu: Pacing Joy When Your Nervous System Lives on Hard Mode ✨🧋📚
Your nervous system is not a broken vending machine that forgot how to dispense joy. It is more like an old woodland radio tower during a thunderstorm. Some days the signal comes in crystal clear. Other days every sound arrives too loudly, too quickly, or all at once. For those of us living with Dysautonomia,…
ADHD, Autism, Food Noise, and Learning to Hear a Fullness Cue for the First Time
One of the strangest parts of starting Mounjaro for me was realizing that I had spent most of my life without truly understanding what “full” was supposed to feel like. That sounds dramatic until you realize how differently neurodivergent people can experience body awareness. When you live with ADHD and autism, hunger and fullness cues…
Neuro Health Update
This week brought significant health concerns, including an unexpected neurosurgeon consult. Fortunately, my neurologist confirmed I am not a candidate for surgery, providing reassurance. He explained my symptoms resulted from various conditions. My focus will now be on weight loss and gentle movement, embracing actionable steps for my health journey.
Empath Burnout: When Feeling Too Much Becomes Too Heavy
Empathy burnout affects individuals, particularly those with hyper empathy, which is heightened sensitivity to others’ emotions. This can lead to emotional exhaustion and disconnection from one’s feelings. It’s crucial for hyper empaths to establish boundaries and practice self-care to mitigate emotional overload, fostering balance while maintaining meaningful connections.
The Art of Detachment.
Detachment is the practice of prioritizing personal well-being while allowing others to take responsibility for their actions. It fosters self-respect, clarity in relationships, and freedom from anxiety by relinquishing control over outcomes. Embracing detachment encourages genuine connections and personal growth, leading to healthier, more fulfilling relationships without unrealistic expectations.
